Oh my nougat

I met someone last week
my voice is cracking, ’cause I’ve been smoking more
but I’m breathing deeper
staying up later
but seeing more sunlight
laughing harder
and my cheeks just hurt at the end of the day
every moment is slow
waking up under that college boy tapestry make me not want to leave in may
that’s so soon
and I was so ready
suddenly burlington is exactly where I want to be
I’m just so
fucking
happy
I almost what to blame it on the weather
but I think
it’s acting like a child that’s doing it

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I guess I’m scared